Paradox (girlabomination) wrote in astrologyadvice,

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Aquarian Delusion?

Hi all!

It's been a little while since I've started a thread of my own here, however now I feel is an appropiate time given what is going on in my life.

*deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep breath*

I am very new to the lesbian community, comparitive speaking, and prior to two Saturdays ago, hadn't been intimate with anyone for about 4.5 years. I wasn't looking for anyone romantically when I met her, yet somehow things happened. I am falling for her, and she seems to be falling for me too, but I feel like we are falling in different ways. I find peace and contentment when I'm around her, yet I get the sense that she's in a state of less grounded dreaminess. Honestly, that's a bit amusing for me, because I'm not usually the sensible one. :)

No less, I feel like we constantly compliment each other; where one person seems to be lacking the other seems to hold the necessary passion or wisdom to make things solid. I have concern because it has been so incredibly long since I have opened myself to a person in this way, and this is my first potential relationship where I can honestly say I am truly just being me for me. I realize that she has some personality traits that have driven me NUTS in the past in other people, but then for some reason they don't seem to bother me at all with her. This of course, comes after a very intimate years with myself where I have experienced spiritual growth.

I know nothing about dealing with Cancers. Based on what I've read, we should be theoretically at each others throats, giving each other teary eyed cold shoulders, or binding each other with petty games to manipulate each other. I don't see any trace of that what-so-ever. So, it raises a question, given the non astrological information I have provided, mixed with the astrological Cancer stereotypes. There is a latant fear in me that I am making something what I want it to be rather than enjoying it for what it truly is.

It's not an earth shattering dilema, however it is a source of some contemplation. Below are are composite chart, my natal chart, and her natal chart.

Thanks in advance!

My Chart:

Her Chart:

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